"LEAVE ME ALONE.."

                   

Especially dedicated to AMI...

“stop crying! M not born to wipe your tears” armaan howled as he heard priya’s sobbing.

“oh! Yeah ...i m not crying  for you ..but ‘cause of you . my life was far much better and easy before you entered in it”  with wet eyes and red cheeks , priya replied trying to hold her sobs.

“i entered....i agree. I made your life a heck..i agree. Why don’t you throw me out from your simple and easy life. I never told you to share my chats with you with that moron  gaurav.”  Aman ‘s wrath was unbeatable.

“but trust me, i didn’t mean it in any negative sense” priya said wiping her tears with her extra long sleeved sweater.

“i don’t trust you...you get that?” aman glowered. Its aman,  whenever he lost his temper,he would never speak in his senses.

Priya was stunned for a second or two. she gathered all her courage and patience and spoke “aman! I m sorry .. he is our friend and thats why...”

“then kindly leave me alone and go and share your world with your dear friend “ aman cut off her mid sentence.

“you don’t mean it..right? “ priya was perplexed.

“i do. You are a jerk in my life ...leave me alone. “

“ aman... you never try to understand the other side of the coin..”

“i m sensible enough to make my own rules and understandings... “

“.  I m really sorry for myself that i considered you as my friend. fuck you aman “

“just leave... priya. You said it all..just leave” his voice softened .aman  was shocked to hear such an offensive word   from her and that too for him.

Priya stood up and fixed her eyes to his gaze.

“i m sorry !”

“i’ve lost all my dignity with your words. Feels as if  i’m grounded to a guilt never worse .dont make it worse by your presence. Just leave”

she left.

He heard her  foot steps accompanied by her sobbing.

 “its  ok aman! Just forget and forgive. Why to take  something said in anger  in such a serious manner? “ shikha, aman’s girlfriend tried convincing him.

“i don’t want to see her again in my life .she crossed her limits this time. No more discussions on this topic.” Aman pleaded.

Priya and aman were friends since years and some sort of unique understanding existed in between these two souls.  Their bonding strengthed every time they fought ‘cause none use to hold the grudges and stay away from the other.

But this time it was more than just a tiff. And months passed but they didn’t talk.

They became disconnected in  the most unexpected way. Both got busy in their lives and  no one bothered about the other.

 time “tried” healing the grief of sepration.

“aman. Its priya on the other side” shikha said to aman handing him her cell.

Aman couldn’t believe her ears and in reflex he took the cell and said ... “priya? “

“hey! Hi... i hope i didn’t disturb you guys “ priya managed to start the talk .

“no...  its fine.”

“can we meet tomorrow.? “

“yeah ,sure.” Aman didn’t oppose because he wished the same.

They met. It was the usual place of their meetings days back but the crowd and so does the place felt so unusual to both of them.

“hi!” aman waved as he saw priya coming to his seat.

“hey! “ she smiled.

“so how are you? Its been ages since m talking to you ? “aman  examined her face thoroughly.

“i m fine. How have you been? “

“ great. Everything’s going well.”with few more formal gestures and question answers an hour passed.

“ i got to go. mom must be waiting at home.” Priya said.

“sure. I ll escort you.” Aman smiled.

“priya you look so dull . why? “ aman asked on a serious note while walking on  the footpath.

“i need to inform you something. “ her voice broke as  she finished her statement. She got fixed to her place and spoke.

“priya ! what happened? “ aman reached for her hand . the sudden change in her voice made him shiver from top to bottom.    

Priya made a grip on his palms and contolled the balance of her voice and said “aman, i  have cancer in my lungs.”

“ nooooo.... “ aman screamed.

“ its in third stage .”  tears rolled down her cheeks.

“noooooo...it cant be. You cant be” aman was almost breaking .

“ i wanted to tell you something.....i m sorry for whatever mess i made in your life. But  trust me aman, you were one of  the best  soul i ‘ve ever met. And  i thank you for making my life extremely beautiful with your presence. And i mean it...you were the reasons of my smile. “  her  voice broke  as aman clasped her in his arms.

“dont ....please....i beg you please dont leave me alone”  

 They wept inconsolably.

 And  prayed for the time to stop the very moment for forever.

P.S

# 1)  greeting cards  generally conatins  the  beautiful tag lines  like“ show them their worth " " express to them they are special" etc.

I personally don’t believe in relations (of any kind) , commitments  or the related stuff , but disbelief doesn’t begets  disrespect. I do respect the faith of the people  in  relations and emotions. 

Show your friends,family and everyone you infllunced your life, their worth in your life before it gets too late or before it changes for the worst.  Define your relations before they disappear.  Tell them that  you miss them before they get away from you to such a distance that your voice may become inaudible for them.   Before you realise that you are the worst person to make and maintain a relation tell how  perfect they are in holding   their relationship with you.

Trust me you ll feel content as never before  when you ll express yourself in the most genuine way... that how much you love them. This not something cheesy to do but the most beautiful thing to do..”EXPRESS the most beautiful feeling created by HIM”

 Unlike my previous write ups i don’t wish  for comments but for people to express their feelings to their fellowmates.

2)I request you not  to use  your extra brains and enquire me about ami.  Ami is a French word for “friend.”
3)  i apologise  to all those  to whom i promised to come with some other stuff this time. would certainly post the decided writeups in couple of dayz.
4) thank u all for being there in ma lyf and adding colors in it.:):)